Random Facts....

Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
Random neoprints

What time do you usually go to bed?
Between 12-2 AM

What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
Checking out the forums

Who are the people you always meet the most?
DMC 2B o2, Dominic, My Church frenz, and family.. duh

What's on your mind right now?
I've got a hell lot of tests, CAs, project deadlines to meet next week and I havn't started much yet.

Do you tell your mom everything?
NO. duh

With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
Dominic! haha... erm... the ASH =)

What movie do u wanna watch now?
NARNIA!!

When was the last time you went out?
Yesterday

Who do you hate the most for now?
no one... erm... maybe I'd hate myself more...

When was the first time you slept alone?
How would I know?.... I've hardly slept alone before.... hmm... maybe a few times during P6 when nobody was at home and everyone was holidaying

What do you wanna do for now?
sleep soon...

What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
play games..... go out with peepz

What could piss you of?
People allying AGAINST me... that pisses me off really badly. And of course, backstabbers.

are you an animal lover?
erm.... yah... Dogs (only a few like Golden Retriever, Alaskean etc), Guinea Pigs, Hamsters... =D

Colors that make you happy?
Lime green (currently my favourite color.. dunno why), yellow, blue (but i don't really like baby blue), bright orange

Most fav thing in your room?
erm.. my cupboard stuffs, and clothes

What was the last thing you bought?
an avocado milkshake! yum yum!!

Any instruments in your room? what is it?
Recorder, Flute, Guitar...

Can you cook?
uh huh... whatcha want?

Miss someone?
yeah.... =)

Plan to buy something?
no money..

Are you satisfied with your life now?
Not really, but I've got him!

Do u like seafood?
To a certain extent, yes...

Breakfast or dinner?
Depends on what food, but i generally don't consume the wood shavings during breakfast time

What do you usually have for breakfast?
anything under the sun, except wood shavings

Did you eat breakfast today?
nope, expected

Do you recycle?
green man oh green man... that person has taken away like 60% of the wood my house has

Do you have a laptop?
wish i did.

What's your favorite fast food?
Carl's Jr... Considered fast enough?

Cats or dogs?
Dogs =)

Salty or sweet?
Sweet?.. Salty? depends on the food..

City or country?
CITY... freakk.. i could never live in the country though I would like the peace there

How do you prefer to spend your holiday?
WITHOUT stress.

Is kissing normal for your age?
uh huh..

Do you swear?
I don't realize it when I do, till peopel tell me..

Would you ditch your friends for a date?
lol. i did before.... but..... ah well.. i have nice friends =)

Ever had a crush on a teacher?
lol.. yah.. Mr. Tim Ng. =P that was hell of a long time ago...

Coke or pepsi?
Pepsi.

Sugar or spice?
sugar AND spice?

Do you like to read for pleasure?
Yuppoz

Do you care about getting good grades?
Yes.. definately

Have u ever fallen sleep in class?
haha.. lost count..

Does your best friend get on your nerves?
Lol.. If they don't, they'r not my best friends...

Do your parents give you enough privacy?
Not really, but i'm appreciative enough

Do your parents trust you?
No idea, but they like to let me do what i like most of the time

Would you trade places (in life) with your bestfriends?
yah... sometimes

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type in the names of the 1st 20 people that comes to your mind right now
(it's not the matter of who comes to my mind first.. there's juz too many of u!)

1) Dominic
2) Renjin
3) XiaoWei
4) Timothy
5) Sharina
6) Jawei
7) Simon
8) Haryanto
9) David
10) Sonia
11) Victor
12) Nicholas
13) Nicky didi
14) Ezekiel Didi
15) David (hobbes)
16) Andrew (DMC yr1)
17) Mr. Tim Ng
18) Derrick
19) Samuel
20) Julian Hee... (i dunno why also)



Then, fill this out according to the people you chose!!---------------------------------------------------------------

Who is 8 going out with?:
oh! i know i know!!.... err... Lee Sum!

Is 9 a boy or a girl?:
Boy...

Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple?:
no! no! no! no!! 11 would be the death of her...

How about 18 and 4?:
ooh! haha... yup. if 4 suddenly... erm.. haha

What grade is 17 in?:
grade?.. lol.. I think he just completed his degree in physical education not too long ago...

When was the last time you talked to 12?:
a few hours ago

What is 6's favorite song?:
dunno.. I think she has many, but her favourites are in Josh Groban's tummy.

Does 1 have any siblings?:
yupoz

Would you ever date 3?:
ow.. err... how come it numbered like that wan ah... la la la la........ dont think so

Would you ever date 7?:
lol.. he's sweet, totally, but he's also super... zhi.

Is 16 single?:
Nope. Attached with 6

What's 15's last name?:
Lol... I'm not sure...

What's 5's middle name?:
Bynes! haha.... or is it Spears? or Timberlake? or Lavign?... hmm

What's 10's fantasy?:
what duh.. err... haha... to have her blonde guy! haha.. i guess =P

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?:
lol... I'm not sure, but both of them are super passive anywayz...

What school does 20 go to?:
Not sure... MediaCorp?

Tell me a random fact about 11:
His girlfriend's colleague is my boyfriend's ex.

And 1:
He's cool, talks cool, acts cool... but i still like to hug him all the time anywayz...

Have you ever had a crush on 20?:
YES YES YES!! =X super severe one

Where does 9 live?:
Bukit Merah

What's 4's favorite color?:
I'm not very sure... hmm.. Blue?

Would you makeout with 14?:
He's my didi for goodness sake

Are 5 & 1 best friends?:
they dunno each other.. i think =X

Do you like 2?:
Yup! haha.. she's one of the coolest girls i know...

Does 8 like 19?:
8 doesnt noe 19...

How did you meet 15?:
On IRC

Does 10 have any pets?:
err.. does an overstuffed, white sheep that looks like me count?

Is 12 older than you?
he's not older, but MUCH bigger....

Is 1 the sexiest person?:
Lol.. yup, to me =D

Have you ever given 13 a hug?:
I can't remember.. lol

How do you find 9?:
Good looking, hardworking, thrifty, filial

I am currently very stressed. I think I would not be able to finish all my work. But I think Timothy is even more stress... I shall pray for him.... goodness.... 

AHH!! AHH!! KRISPY KREME HAS NICE DOUGHNUTS!!! AHHH!! http://krispykreme.com/varieties.html# <--- take your fill!! *faints* Sze Bim was right! =D 

The Completion of a Behemoth

SB VIDEO IS FINISHED!!!

SB VIDEO IS FINISHED!!!

SB VIDEO IS FINISHED!!!

FINALLY... one garguantan burden off my back!!

kk... In honour of this glorious moment, I shall write what I have learnt from doing this video

1) ALWAYS give the expected deadline for the client as far back as possible, while giving yourself the tightest deadline possible

2) ALWAYS learn from the mistakes of people who have carelessly misplaced their files ALL OVER the hard drive(s) and thus are unable to retrieve them

3) ALWAYS save your project whenever you can [not hold on to ctrl-s all the time dumbass]

4) ALWAYS NAME YOUR FILES SUCH THAT ANYBODY WHO LOOKS AT THE FILENAME HAS A CLUE ON WHAT IT IS ABOUT!!

5) ALWAYS treat all equipment like you bought it with your own money

6) ALWAYS make sure that the entire team is friendly and encouraging each other

7) ALWAYS remind yourself that the client isn't a nice person

8) ALWAYS bring a book or game to play while the video renders (its a hell long time)

9) ALWAYS remind yourself that though you may not be paid, it is going into your portfolio

10) ALWAYS complain about how much the other video could be improved


yes... the Ten Commandments of making a video... or rather, modifying it....



Ah yes, a conversation with Jawei and Flora came to this :
http://www.worldtoilet.org/hp/wto_hp.htm

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? THERE IS A WORLD TOILET ORGANIZATION!!

"WTC is a dedicated institution that offers training programs such as Restroom Design Course, Restroom Specialist Training Course and Ecological Sanitation Course."

omg... how about...

Toilet Bowl Painting course,
Janitor training course
Sewage Cleaner course...

haha... I'm sure they're going to defame me for this....

but frankly, c'mon... HOW MUCH CAN YOU LEARN FROM TOILETS??


"oh Mr. Chen! you are sitting on the toilet bowl the wrong way! allow me to show you. first.. place your right feet at precisely a 90 degree angle.... .... ..... AND PUSH!!"

"today, we will be learning toilet bowls appreciation... students, are your ready with your toilet rolls?"

this can drive me nuts... haha...


yaaay! we're going night cycling tomorrow! everybody go! everybody go!! xD


Iloveyamorethenyouloveme=D
*hugz**

Christmas....... isn't christmas...

So sad... =X

well.. Christmas fares well for one and all....

but as you grow older... presents starts to get less and less and even lesser...

I spent about $150+ on presents...

(screams like eric cartman from south park)

* I want more presents!! *

sigh...

The presents I got this year are sweet and nice...
Thanks everybody who thought of me and gave me presents...

lemme see....

I go -

cookies

cookies

big cookie

small cookie

chocolates

chocolates

small chocolates

HUGE chocolates

sweets

small sweets

teenie sweets...

okok.... thats food for thought

i also got

1) A Samuel and Kevin T-Shirt

2) A Personalized Key Chain with my name on it

3) A Bluetooth headset that is incompetible with my phone... unfortunately

4) A... erm... Book =)

5) *censored* =P

6) A cute fan that somehow doesnt fit anywhere

7) A personalized photo frame with my picture in it

8) Another photo frame with a sweet message in it

hmm... is that it?

yah...

of course, i got like a ton of ediblelities...


now, out of polite discourse, I'll write out my wish-ed list for Christmas...

1) A gigantic Final Fantasy VII poster with Cloud... and only Cloud in it... or of course, a Final Fantasy X poster with Tidus in it... without Yuna.. haha...

2) An mp3 player?... I so desperately need one... Whats the use of having so many songs and not being able to bring them around...

3) An Oakley Media Sunglasses.... AHH!! It just looks cool.. though I'd most probably bang into a tree.

4) A very very VERY powerful graphic card... maybe GeForce 6400 Ti woudl be nice

5) A Christmas tree... who doesn't want a Christmas tree? It makes Christmas feel like Christmassy...

6) I.... wanna spend an evening quietly with Dominic.... alone... maybe somewhere quiet... away from the crazy world...

7) I want a gigantic GIGANTIC pokemon stuff toy.. ( of course, one that is cute )

8) Somebody to help me complete ALL my E-Learning homework

9) A new set of computer speakers! My computer speakers are getting old...

10) A hug from Dominic..


okay. If I got any of these, I'd be very, happy.....

haha...

If I got some of this, it'd be able to balance out with the terrible holiday I'm having...

If I'd got all of this, I'd be depressed, because I would have finally realized that I have, in my stressed, committed suicide and am in heaven now...



crapz...



this is an awful holiday. who am I kidding...

PEOPLE!! THERE ARE A TON PROJECTS WAITING TO BE DONE!!!!
*faints*

... PRMP
... EOF
... AM
... CRM

... that we haven't even met up to discuss yet.. the deadline for some is less then a fortnight away...


allow me to hang myself.

boo.

Somebody tell me I'm crazy... tell me I'm crazy!!! I'm doing this on a public holiday!! 

This is schnappi.. haha... some of my friends have been talking about it and I have been clueless about what is this creature till I saw it on TV... =X 

phew! haha.. i finally got this thing up and working! Merry Christmas one and all!  

To all my blog readers, I wish you all 3 things

1) Everlasting happiness

2) Many many presents

and

3) Friends forever =)

*blink*

This Christmas is the busiest christmas ever...

Love you dear... Though we've not been talking much or

going out much lately, you're still in my heart...

and I pray that you'll be alright...

*being an angel is a tough job..** grins**

I am experimenting with my own personal blogger search engine currently... It'll make searching YOUR on MY blog much more easier =)

OH YES.

BOYS AND GIRLS, my handphone is spoilt. Yes. Spoilt, gave up its ghost, lost its spirit, whatever. hmm.. so next time you contact me give me an SMS ok?

It'll be a long... long time before I get a new phone... i think...

maybe you can get me one for christmas... haha

If you people can just, JUST. take a look at my schedule FIRST. before asking me to do something...

my schedule for this week is INCREDIBLE lor... hardly a breather for myself...

i think i'm going to die

somebody save me.

P.S. This is one of the weeks where I have said to people, as well as wrote on my blog that "I'm going to die".
A note from the author : "I'm going to die", does not mean I'm going to jump down or commit suicide or anything. In fact, it refers to 2 very meanings.

1. "I'm going to die" - Can refer to a phrase like, "I think I'm going to have a lifeless holiday" or "Life sucks, I need a break from all these."

or

2. "I'm going to die" - There is hell of a big trouble brewing, and you are the star of the show.


both these events happened within a fortnight, aka "the" stone's throw of a week. I am thoroughly drained of my strength.

i wanna sleep, but can't sleep.

i really hope that SP appreciates the video we are doing for them.

they should give us awards for that.


like a permernant place in the Honours Roll.


. hell . I have typed this entire blog post today, just waiting for the E Learning Blackboard to load... and wahllah.... its still not done yet...

FIX THE SYSTEM DAMMIT!!

THE SCHOOL IS FREAKING PAID!!

past few days i've been sick. sick. sick.

this is one of the worse holidays ever. ever. ever.

i'm loaded with homework. homework. homework.

which i am unable to finish. finish. finish.

everybody is having their holiday. holiday. holiday.

but I am doing work. work. work.

I need a break. break. break.

but I can't find any. any. any.


help me!!

I'm going nuts.


There is a very expensive party going on tomorrow... hmm...
I have no idea what to wear tomorrow.

I think I'll wear boxers and go over.


can every DMC student reading this blog go on strike against E Learning week?
c'mon, its christmas week.

coincedentally, I think I'm going to be notorious if the school-wide strike actually takes place.

I think I know more then 15 ppl who want desperately to go on strike.

it enough to register under singapore law for a legal protest right?



ki.ll. me


I've just learnt that we're going to cycle to the most terribly haunted places in singapore next week..
i'm sure that will be fun.

which will mean i will be writing my orbituary, my will and my before-hand prepared mournful blog entry.


death will be fun.... for once, I'd like some permernent rest.

Christmas is an economical advent =X

actually, I really think that the reason why it exists so long is because of its economic benefit....

sigh...

ppl are losing sight of the real meaning of christmas!!

wahaha.. thats why you peepz should join the fun in town to celebrate christmas!! and of course, read the flyers =)

--- i sound like an advertiser ---

anywayz, I think it seems like Sze Bim and me are currently the only people in our batch of DMC peepz that has hands on experience using Adobe After Effects...

Its jus a wonder. - Just a wonder, why rendering takes so long?

(Livewire, Program : Final Cut Pro HD)
5 mins film - Render editing takes 45 mins on a HI SPEED Computer

(Personal Film, Program : Adobe Premier Pro)
11 mins film - Render editing takes approx 2 hrs

and finally, the ultimate manifestation :
(Video Club Project, Program : Adobe After Effects 6.0)
45 seconds clip - Render Editing takes approx 1 hr

45 Seconds!!!

ahh.. no wonder our seniors took half a year to complete that video...


hmm...

anywayz, I haven't started much on my e-learning homework, have you?

hope you all have.
coz I think I'm going to have lots and lots and LOTS of participation marks deducted if I am unable to hand up on time, which I think is a highly likely situation currently...

I think I'm getting those ugly pimples again.

after a long long hibernation period, these monstrosities has decided to surface again on my dear skin...
I bet it is the e learning week.

blast that e learning week.



oh yah, Shar and me got A for MLE!! So happy... after such a long time, I'm actually seeing As again.
ok. One A.
But that is enough to encourage me alot.

hmm...

I think I'm going to set up a blog poll on what people want for christmas....

*sings*
so what do you want for christmas?

*suddenly coughs due to realization of the similarity of this statement and what natasha sung for talentime* - not that it wasn't good of course, it was great..
but, it had another connotation to it.

well, of course, it is NOT
You!
and yoU!
and You!
and YoU! and You and You! and You and YOU!

hmm.... so what would you want for christmas
*shakes head*

I think I'm going nuts from staying up so late when I'm self-diagnosed with fever.

I've asked for 150 bucks from my mum to buy presents... donno if she'll give it to me, but its worth an ask...
I need ta get christmas prezzzies...


anybody wanna go last minute christmas shopping with me?



the best present i can get,
is a promise that you'll remain true =)

haha.. check this site out =)

a bit of humour in life huh?

http://www.funpic.hu/swf/numanuma.html

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

hmm... guess who understands guys.. naturally =P

Thanks Dom, for letting me believe you truly care...
Though its cold outside, its warm just being close to you...

*hugz*

I think I'm going to die...

My head is spinning, my nose has been like a leaky faucet all day, I almost fainted on the way back and my eyes keep tearing...

bah...

happy holidays.

The Real You

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.



I did this from one of Sonia's quizzes..... in a bid to cheer myself up....
its scarily accurate, like what she said...

especially the part about irresponsibility....

What's done is done....
I can't reverse the situation except for the way it left to be compensated...

I feel so lost...

There seem to be only a small beacon of light, a glimmer; a spark that might be able to mitigate what I've done...

Probably, it won't help much either... but that way is the only way I can believe in myself again...

Thanks for all the the people who took pains to encourage me...

Dominic
Xiao Wei Mei Mei
May
Sharina Twinnie
Ian
Cheryl
Sze Bim
Jawei

and many others....

thanks to the 2 lectueres for giving me a second chance
and for giving me a solution to mitigate my error...


i still find it hard to accept the fact that I have implemented so many people in this....

I am really really truly sorry for anybody that has been pulled into this maelstrom that I caused...

i know many people want me to learn my lesson for what has happened....

the lessons i've learnt are heavy, and I could have avoided the outcome if I had kept...









I will complete my task beyond expectation, and then I will finally show you that I am truly sorry...











thanks so much dear...
its been so hard on you too...
I love you. nothing will change that, till the day you tell me otherwise, the key to my heart is yours to keep....

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

I KNOW I HAVE ALOT OF COMMMITMENTS TO DO AND ALOT OF WORK TO COMPLETE!!!!
BUT FOR ONCE. JUST FOR ONCE, WILL YOU ALL PLEASE STOP AND BE CONCERNED????

WHY THE HELL DID I TAKE UP SO MANY THINGS????

ARRRGHHH!!!!

TO HELL WITH ALL THESE STUFF.

I SWEAR I WILL FINISH WHAT I HAVE TO DO.
AND I WILL NEVER. NEVER. TAKE UP ANYTHING AGAIN.

I'M STUPID
I'M USELESS
I'M A COWARDLY IDIOT

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OK?



after all I've been through... you all still want me to do stuff.. more stuff and MORE STUFF...
I just want to concentrate on making my final compensation before i fall down dead ok.

you all just don't understand.
its not the headache
its not the injury...

i don't mind even if a thousand knives stab me and hurt me so damm badly....
but i've done something that is irreversible....
I've hurt so many people...
And that is something that i will never be able to say sorry enough for...

its agony...
i live in agony. until the day i can complete the compensation in full to return for what i have done

i can't forgive myself for what i've done...

i don't feel like i should live anymore...

but i still have to complete the final task, even if i should kill myself or murder this useless body in the morst cruel and deserving way possible....

i hate myself

The worst day of my life?.... I think it is probably the worst day of my life...

sobz...

I think I've disappointed alot of people who have placed their hopes in me...

I really feel like dying...

I've just ruined my chance to prove myself.... and I've caused so much trouble to so many people...

I'm just a troublemaker...



why did i act like i could do it when i couldn't?....
why didn't i scream when I had the chance to?.....

now, I've made the biggest blunder of my whole life...

and I doubt anybody's going to forgive me for it...


*cries*


i hate myself... i hate my weak old stupid self...


what did i do to deserve this?...



thanks cheryl and sze bim for being there for me and encouragine me.... i know i'm an utter failure, a useless leader and a worthless being...
but you all still stood by me, even to the point of being dragged down and scolded also along with me when you all did nothing wrong...

you know, its in situations like these, when I'm eternally grateful for friends like you all...


i fell down the stairs...
i sprain my arm...
i cried till i have a splitting headache...

but... thats all i can do....

i'm remorseful beyond words...
i can only compensate with my time...



i went in... wanting to make it big, hoping i would be able to find my self-worth somewhere.... i end up ruining everything...

i've just about ruined my own future even...


nobody will trust with anything anymore....

*cries*

What I've Learnt...

I've learned....
that the best classroom in the world
is at the feet of an experienced person.

I've learned....
that when you're in love, it shows.

I've learned....
that just one person saying to me,
"You've made my day!" makes my day.

I've learned....
that I feel better about myself when
I make others feel better about themselves.

I've learned....
that having a child fall asleep in your
arms is one of the most peaceful
feelings in the world.

I've learned....
that what we have done for ourselves
alone dies with us. What we have done
for others and the world remains and
is immortal.

I've learned....
that one sincere apology is worth more
than all the roses money can buy.

I've learned....
that words harshly spoken are as difficult
to retrieve as feathers in a gale.

I've learned....
that being kind is more important than
being right.

I've learned....
that you should never say no to a
gift from a child.

I've learned....
that I can always pray for someone when
I don't have the strength to help him
in some other way.

I've learned....
that no matter how serious your life
requires you to be, everyone needs a
friend to act goofy with.

I've learned....
that sometimes all a person needs is a
hand to hold and a heart to understand.

remember what others have learnt;
To follow in the path of lessons is the wisdom that can't be bought in a single lifetime...

- Andrew -

Happy 1st month anniversary dear =)

I love you...

*grins*

-hugglez-

I THINK I AM GOING TO DO INDEPENDENT STUDY PROJECT!!!

hmm.... screams...

haha.... ISP ISP ISP...

I've got lots of topics that I want to write on, but I'm not sure if its possible to do a good report on it without external help....

Actually I wanted Creative Digital Art, as I thought that it is more useful and stuff, but turns out that it might actually be more theoretical then practical...

i'm a practical person *grins*


(btw. for all KingdomofLoathing players, today is EAT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN day, so empty your entire inventory down your throat NOW! before it gets stale and rotten =P)



roflmao... today was YOUR MOTHER SO FAT day.

In honour of this day, I shall write 3 YOUR MOTHER jokes on my blog for your crude enjoyment xP



*cough coug*
Youuurr Motherrr sO FAT.
Thaaat when she JuMps for JOY
... she get stuck


*cough* *clears throat*

YouR MOTHer so FAT
Thaaat when she wEnt to The DoctoR
And He Asssked foR hEr WeiGht
He thoUGhT thaT she was Giving him Her phOne numBer!


*cough*

Your MOThEr so FAT
ThaaT when She JumpS inTo the SEeaa
ScienTist preDict GLobAl WarmIng!!


ok... these are amongst the lamest jokes that could ever be possibly, created, but it becomes quite hilarious when you add in the hong kong accent (hong kong is pronounced Ho-ng Ko-ng, with the -ng as though you are pincing youir nose)


okok.. one last one

*clears throat*

YOUUURR MOTHEERRR SO FAAAT
THAAAT WHEN SHE WALKS PAST MY TEEVEE
I MISS 2 EPISODES!!!!!


haha... round of applause for Russell Peters please...

come to think of it.. could Ms Peters and Russell Peters be related? They are so funny and all their jokes are dry...



A few more hours to our 1 month anniversary... x)
He was so sweet today...

I love him..

=P

*we'll keep our promise*
*promises were made to be kept, not meant to be broken*
*if love makes the world go round, I'd spin my world around you*

Your Dream Guy

Haha... I'm doing this before going to meet dominic.....

he's coming over to my house today... lol...

wonder what my parents will think...

of course I won't tell them...

but you never know...

they're smart...

... sigh ...

---

1.Does look matter?
* Haha... relatively. Hmm... I doubt a really bad looking guy would make an impression on me anywayz

2.Smart?
* *grinz* intellectual and of course, street smart. it pays to argue me out =P

3.Preferred Age?
* older? by 1 or 2 years. ... i guess.. wahaha.... but Dom is like younger then me =P

4. Prefered Height?
* TALLER. lol. must.

5. How about sense of humor?
* How about : "Your mother's so fat. That when she jump..." haha... dry humor impresses me quite easily

6. How about piercings?
* no?... please...

7. Accepts me for who I am?
* duh... haha... if he can't accept me for who I am, there's no point...

8. Pink hair?
* wahaha.. depends if it suits him. but generally no.

9. Mushy (Sentimental) or no?
* lolz... yup. more then me... i hope. haha

10. Thin or Fat?
* NOT thin. NOT fat. Just nicely in-between, huggable and yet strong enough to hold me...

11.Sanguinis, Melankolis, Kolerik or
Plegmatis?
* how about telekinisis?.... i have no idea what these words are

12. Long Hair or Short Hair?
* depends on how he will look i guess...

13. Hip-hop or Metal?
* Pop, sentimental, new age... same as me i guesss

14. Smells good?
* haha... you can't expect all guys to smell like flowers, but of coz, it'll be a plus point...

15. Smoker?
* NO. (full stop)

16. Drinker?
* err... hahaha... as long as he doens't make me drink...

17. boy/girl-next-door type?
* huh?... err.. ok lah

18. Musically inclined?
* Yeah... another plus point... but it really isnt essential, unless he wants to do a duet with me =P

19. Plays the Piano?
* that'd be good..

20. Plays the guitar?
* anything... i prefer piano....

21. Plays violin?
* urpz... dunno... bleah.. i have an innate phobia of violins due to their screechiness

22. Sings very good?
* haha.. better then me?.. (btw. I have a standard ok -.-)

23 With Glasses?
* depends on which one looks better... contact lenses would is cool, but glasses is nerd-cute... haha... i dunno

24 With Braces?
* =X I have braces, so I have no comments.... But I know in future that the guy is going to get a super neat set of teeth...

25.Shy type?
* no..... no. I'd rather not...

26.Can cook?
* haha! We can do a cookout! yeah....

27. Singer or Dancer?
* wad dancer... lol.... singer would be nice.. dancer... er well

28. Fashion freak?
* know his fashion stuff, but I still prefer street ware and casual fashion

29. Gadget Freak?
* YuP!! haha... more stuff to talk about..

30. Gaptek ?
* wth is taht.... sounds vulgur... lol



Lol... don't kill me ok Dom?
I love you, even though some of these stuffs are so not you...

its just a preference *wink*

love ya love ya love ya.
more then you love me. =P

I seem to be on a photo spree today, but this picture is one that I promised a long time ago...

Yup, this is none other then the ultimate marathon that we did during our class chalet =P

I'm the guy on the bike.

and I'm wondering, how on earth did anybody manage to take a photo of us like dat?

Sharina and Sabby! 2 of the 3 Talentime Finalists!

This is my twinnie!! =D

She dances hip hop like britney... wahaha

This is Sabby who won the Talentime!

She sings like Mariah Carey. Only without the screeching.

Soon, my blog posts will no longer have titles...

I just realized that blogger is getting more and more pink.

either its that or its my eyes...

It has never been so pink before....

what I'm talking about is the "create post" page. Its PINK!!!


ok. I have nothing against pink. But it just aint really my cup of tea..


cripes.


i might just switch to livejournal or diaryland.

haha.. kidding... I'd never do something like dat to my beloved blog...

What Taste are you?

You taste like a milkshake. Your frozen malts send
a delicious thrill across the tongue. Your
sweetness and innocence are bared for the world
to suck up with a straw... and you love it,
baby.

How do you taste?

haha.. same as Sonia... wonder if this is a Taurus thing... =P

The cold wind blows...

it freezes everything it touches...

what will the future hold?

I miss you, I really do.....

can this last?... I wonder...

from the beginning till now, my feelings has never weakened nor grown less...

my past tells me otherwise...

3 weeks has past, longer then half of that which I ever had.

prick me now, don't let me wake up from this dream too late....

hmm... really admire Madonna....

really ah... she defies the law of age and conventionality...

when is her popularity going to die out?

haha... its freaky, but I love her songs, from the earlier albums to the newest album that was realeased not too long ago...

hmm...

The first wave of tests is over... finally, putting a silent conclusion on all that seemed so monotonous and dull....
my life is moving on at a more entertaining pace....


wonder why are so many people trying to bring me back to the "right path"?..
Simon and Haryanto don't approve of it..
My DGL doesn't approve of it...
and I'm sure alot of people don't approve of it...

but wth...

jeez... I love him...... is there something wrong?...



sigh....



*blank stare*



i dunno wad to do..


*cries*

And you wonder why some films are ban in Singapore...

This is quite a sweet show =)

And the winner of Talentime is.......

YEAH!

DMC 2b02 rocks!!

Sabby!
Sharina!
James!
Sarah!

you did us ultra proud! =D

All of you will always be no. 1 !!

My class rocks! hehez...
We were like super united... Cheered until our voice became hoarse and whistled until we were out of breath.... wahaha..

Its quite awkward for the others I guess, as 90% of the cheer was coming from the DMC cohort, we were super united!

Jonathan, Zhi Yang, Haz, Zul and all DMC peepz who participated did us all proud too!

And of course!

not to forget....

the highlight of the event...
Bad Boy! Bad Boy!!

I'm sure she didnt meant for that belly dancer to come out and show off her titties... but she still did anywayz....
Most of the contestants had good stage personality, especially the DMC contestants...

with Zhi Yang going like : "Hey! Hey! show has started... oops"
and
Jonathen going like : "so this is a slow one for you..."
and
Sabby starting out like the queen diva of the night
and of course
Sharina, my twinnie, TRANSFoRMING into Britney Spears halfway with her ultra... err.. sexy looking outfit... =D

at least all these are better in comparison to...

"uh-hmm (cough- clears throat) err... Hello." (pause for 8 seconds, realize that the song has started and comes in halfway)

well well...

haha...

shooot... i'm bitching.... Its bitching tantamount to defamatary? oh no... might be sued... better stop...

all the rest did great too!

rofl..

especially the screaming bands, who screamed real loudly that I could here a feedback sound in my ear after the entire thing was over...

love em'
Though I would much like to hear some softer, less angsty songs like Linkin Park and Simple Plan...

James was a chilli padi.
Yup. Chilli padi.
Red. Red. REd.
Red specs, Red shirt, Red pants, Red guitar, Red pick, Red.
All he needs is to dye his hair red, get a red pair of shoes, and red pair of socks.

but please, no "red underwear"- guess who!
and, no "red lipstick"- GUESS WHO!!?

he sang well too, but could sense his nervousness! Praise God, I'm sure that his message will not fall on deaf ears =)


oh yah! I won a $100 Levis voucher in the Talentime Lucky Draw.... haha.. Sarah said that the ticket number was originally hers, coz I actually found it on the floor... lol...
so I split half and gave $50 to her.... much to Shahida's dismay... haha...

hmm... what should I do with it? I'm not really the Levis shirt type.. guess I'll save up more money to get a new series of jeans...

somebody tell me what type of cut I should by next!! =D



okok...

So this week is over. This is the END of week 5. END of week 5 means:

MPP Presentation is OVER
PRMP ICA is OVER
TALENTIME is OVER

okie okie... *heave a sigh of relief*


is it me? or is my blog entries getting very long?....

hmmm.... guesss I don't have much to write about the actual day today...
except that I met some of my very very distant past AJ friends... they seem indifferent towards me now... some of them not even recognizing me...

*eyes glaze over*

did I do something wrong?

hmm... guess I'm rejected from the AJ social circle too.... Can't really blamed them... Its my fault for leaving them so abrubtly..

=/

I have less then a handful of close AJ brothers and friends left...

destiny is leading me back to obscurity...


I want you to hug me back one day....
Do I love you more then you love me? I think I do...
Do you love me more then I love you? I think you do...
Its during these times when our touch fans the flames...

Love you dear.... *hugs*

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope you never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

Technical Forums in Heaven Before Genesis

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Gabriel, Marketing Director

The market research conducted by our department for the Genesis project, shows that systems of the following configuration will generate the highest level of consumer enthusiasm:
Planet(s): 1
Radius: 3,000 km
Gravitational pull: 0.5g
Land/Water ratio: 1:1
Temperature: +24 C
Atmosphere: Oxygen
Oceans/Seas: Fresh Water
Rivers: Milk, Honey
Fauna: Herbivores
Peripherals: 2 luminary bodies, (for day, night).
Orbital Speed: 0.0007 RPM (1 revolution / 24h cycle)

Resolution:
Forwarding to the strategy planning department for preparation.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Michael, Strategy Planning Manager

In order to minimize the overall project costs, I propose we power both luminary bodies using one energy source, and substitute Nitrogen for Oxygen.

Comments:
Leave at least 50% of the oxygen - otherwise we run the risk of user suffocation.
-- Raphael

25% Should suffice.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Lucifer, Head of System Technology Department

In the course of our work on project Genesis, we have run into some difficulties (specifically in the "Let there be Light" phase of the project):
We do not currently have access to a source of uninterrupted light that can be channeled into two separate luminary bodies. I propose we utilize a standard "Red Dwarf" type light source for daytime illumination, and use a mirror for nighttime light.

Comments:
Upgrade to "Yellow Dwarf". The cost differential is minimal, but aesthetically, the look is far more impressive.
-- Gabriel (Marketing dept.)

But that's a multi-client light source! Why would the user need it for a single-planet system?
-- Lucifer

The marketing department will tell to the user what he needs or doesn't need.
-- Gabriel

Lucifer, please restrict your comments to questions within the field of your competence. I'm approving the "Yellow Dwarf".
-- Jehovah

By the way, with the level of light output generated by a Yellow Dwarf, we can use a regular planetoid instead of a mirror.
-- Michael

Agreed.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Lucifer, Head of System Technology Department

The recent deviations from the specification introduced the following problems into the system:
The mass of the uninterruped light source is significantly greater than the mass of the planet. Due to this, the light source cannot be in orbit around the planet. Instead, it is the planet that is orbiting the light source.

Furthermore, due to the energy output of the light source, we are observing surface temperature that consistently exceeds the spec. by a factor of 2. However if we move the planet further away from the light source, the overall dimentions of the system will grow significantly.

Comments:
A larger system will probably benefit us from the marketing standpoint, but the fact that the planet is rotating around a peripheral device may lead to self esteem issues on the part of the user. Could we perhaps change the Gravitational Constant to compensate?
-- Gabriel

Changing the Gravitational Constant will result in compatibility problems down the line
-- Michael

What difference is it to the user what orbits what? Let Marketing come up with some kind of theory of Relativity.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Lucifer, Head of System Technology Department

After the increase in the orbital radius, all attempts to accelerate the planet to specified velocity have consistently lead to a system crash. (The planet escapes from orbit into outer space.)
By the way, the nighttime luminary exhibits the same behavior.

Comments:
The internal behavior of the system is irrelevant. We must deliver on the user experience. Why not make the planet revolve around its own axis? The user will then think that both the Sun and the Moon are orbiting it with the speeds originally specified.
-- Gabriel

Won't the user catch on?
-- Jehovah

Even if he does, it won't be til' the project is long delivered.
-- Gabriel

Agreed.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Raphael, QA & Support Lead

Initial testing has revealed the following defects:

We are observing consistent overheating.
The axis of revolution has shown a 33 deg. declination from the vertical, resulting in cyclic temperature anomalies.
The rivers' throughput falls far short of expectations.
Herbivore fauna (as specified) is missing.
The orbit is unstable. Planet tends to fall into the Sun.

Resolution:
Forwarding to the tech. department for review.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Lucifer, Head of System Technology Department

We are observing consistent overheating.
What else did you expect with that Land/Water ratio? For proper cooling to occur we need a ration of 1:3 - 1:4.

The axis of revolution has shown a 33 deg. declination from the vertical, resulting in cyclic temperature anomalies.
We're working on it.

The rivers' throughput falls far short of expectations.
This is because milk curdles, and honey crystallizes.

Herbivore fauna (as specified) is missing.
Hebivores require vegitation, which cannot grow in this heat without water. I propose to put water into the rivers. This should also help resolve problem (3).

The orbit is unstable. Planet tends to fall into the Sun.
We will intoroduce another planet on a larger orbit to serve as a gravitational counterweight.

Comments:

There's not enough room to reduce the landmass. We will have to increase the area of the oceans. This will result in a larger diameter and stronger gravitational pull. Plus the extra planet...
-- Michael
That's allright, the user will just have to live with it. We will present the extra planet as an added feature. However, we have already announced the Milk and Honey, will have to at least leave them in the most prominent rivers.
-- Gabriel

Let me remind you that the deadline for this project is fast approaching, and yet you are still beating a dead horse. Speaking of which, why have the designers not come up with a horse concept yet, and are still mucking about with the dinosaurs? Who needs these dinosaurs anyway?
-- Jehovah

Generally speaking, the user has shown great interest in dinosaurs.
-- Gabriel

Fine. But we must have horses too.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Raphael, QA & Support Lead

In addition to the unsolved problems with the axis, the planet now has the tendency to fly away into space.
Herbivores are missing again.

Resolution:
Forwarding to the tech. department for review.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Lucifer, Head of System Technology Department


In addition to the unsolved problems with the axis, the planet now has the tendency to fly away into space.
We'll add another counterweight, this time on a smaller orbit.

Herbivores are missing again.
They seem to have multiplied, ate all the vegitation and died out.

Comments:
How many counterweights do you need?!
-- Michael
All in all after the calibration we were able to stabilize the system at nine.
-- Lucifer

Did I understand correctly? Instead of one planet the user will be getting 9?!
-- Jehovah

So what? Eight of them will be uninhabitable anyway.
-- Lucifer

The user doesn't need to know. Half of these planets cannot be seen without a telescope. I suggest ammending the user manual with an 11-th Commandment: "Thou Shalt Not Invent A Telescope".
-- Gabriel

No. Then they will definitely invent it.
-- Jehovah

By the way, after the orbital radius was increased, the brightness of the night-time light source fell below the specified minimum. I propose using a mirror after all.
-- Raphael

Where were you before? We just finished balancing the system! Should we start over?
-- Lucifer

There will be no starting over! The project deadline is in six days! Lucifer, either make it all work or you will be demoted and transferred to a different post.
-- Jehovah

---

To: General Director Jehovah
From: Lucifer, Head of System Technology Department

> Lucifer, either make it all work or you will
> be demoted and transferred to a different post.

How is it my fault, if I didn't get a proper spec?

Anyway... The axis will have to stay angled as it is. The garden of Eden at least, will get +24C, but if the user goes wandering around elswhere, that's his problem. Doesn't look like we'll be able to finish the dinosaurs, but at least the horses will definitely be done. Milk and Honey are out, we made the rivers run with water, although it's bringing salt out into the oceans and seas. We had to introduce some Predators to keep the Herbivores from eating up all the vegetation again. However, we didn't have time to set the predators up to distinguish the users from their prey.

In short, it will all probably work out.

Comments:
Let it be so.
-- Jehovah

---

Epilogue

The head of System Technology Department, Lucifer, was in the end demoted and transferred, as punishment for unsanctioned assistance lent to the user in the usability testing phase of project Genesis.
>

Don't ever try to understand everything
some things will just never make sense.

Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings
when you're happy, give into it!
When you're not, live with it.

Don't ever be afraid to try to make things better
you might be surprised at the results.

Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders.

Don't ever feel threatened by the future
take life one day at a time.

Don't ever feel guilty about the past
what's done is done. Learn from any mistakes
you might have made.

Don't ever feel that you are alone
there is always somebody there for you
to reach out to.

Don't ever forget that you can achieve
so many of the things you can imagine
Imagine that! It's not as hard as it seems.

Don't ever stop loving.

Don't ever stop believing.

Don't ever stop dreaming your dreams.

Geenamee, Wan Lup and Pontoon

Hmm.... Now waiting for Dominic to finish class then can meet him... lolz..

First time I'm using the free access computers in the SP Main Library... Bleah...
That goes to show how little SB peepz move out of Er Mei Shan for anything...

haha...

feeling abit under the color recently... got so many tests and stuff to do, I'm going bonkers...

anywayz, talking about bonkers, these are some wierd stuff on gambling that my friend from Malaysia told me about :

1) Jim Rummy (American) - Geenamee (Malaysia)
2) Black Jack (American) - Wan Lup (Malaysia)
3) Roullete (American) - Pontoon (Malaysia)

wahaha...
the last one made me laugh like hell... it sounded so humourously vulgur...

imagine..

(senario : 2 guys are fighting over a gorgeous babe (or cute guy))

1st guy - "I can't stand it anymore! I have had enough, you have played your game far too long"

2nd guy - "Yeah. This is it. I've put on this fake front long enough"

1st guy - "Only one of us can get her (or him). Its me and you, man to man, mano e mano"

2nd guy - "You said it. Draw your weapon. Its time to play Russian Pontoon"

wahaha....

F.Y.I. Readers, the correct game, in this instance is Russian Roulette, where both parties draw their revolvers and roll the ammunition canister. While it is rolling, they point the gun to their head without looking at each other, count to 10, and pull the trigger.
This process continues until somebody dies.

This gross senario becomes comedical by just changing the word Roulette with Pontoon...

haha... Pontoon Pontoon....



bleah... i feel like vomiting... I think I'm having cramps.
haha.
not funny.

=P



*hugz*

haha... doesnt matter what people say...

I still love you as much... maybe more then you love me =)

Today is Quiz Day!!

Haha.. these are my personality traits from all the pretty accurate test

Stability 30%
Orderliness 33%
Extraversion 66%

craves attention

messy

open

rash
irritable

likes large parties

low self control

weird

fragile

does not like to be alone

emotionally sensitive

worrying

depressed

heart over mind

does not respect authority

dependent

not rule conscious

not good at saving money

more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits

likes to fit in

very social

frequently second guesses self

phobic

suspicious

not careful

outgoing

vain

compassionate

aggressive

likes to make fun

hates to lose

yup... i think i'll stop here... done too many quizzes, IQ and personality tests.. I think I'm going nuts due to boredom in the library...

can we go out? please please please?...
miss you so much...

The Brainteaser Test

Andrew, you answered 20 out of 30 questions correctly!

Congratulations! Your score is in the 87th percentile. This means that if one hundred people took the test with you, your score would rank higher than 86 of them on average.

When we analyzed your test, we also discovered that when it comes to linguistic-mathematical ability, you measure in the 70th percentile. This score indicates you have unusually strong abilities when it comes to understanding numerical representation in words or "word problems." You're highly proficient at translating words into numbers. This can be very useful when solving a problem in real life. When people are discussing a vague problem that needs a specific solution, you're able to cut through the extraneous information to a clear answer.

"You're highly proficient at translating words into numbers." ...

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

guess who's illogical =X

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Birthdate: May 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Haha... I love my class...

Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down

Don't dance so fast
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day on the fly?
When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done, do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores running through your head?

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child, we'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste, not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time to call and say "Hi"?

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music

Before the song is over.

Name 10 things that bring you a moment of joy, and tag 5 friends to do the same.

1) Hugging or being hugged by a close friend or loved one

2) When someone complements that I look good

3) When I manage to convince someone that God exists

4) Going out for fun with my class

5) Hanging out with the ASH

6) Band practice (mostly)

7) Meeting him

8) Waking up in the morning and realizing there isn't anything to do for the whole day

9) Breaking records

10) Eating my favourite foods...


Tagtagtag!! : RenJin, Sarah, Flora, Timothy, Dominic, May, Richard/Eveleen, XiaoWei, David, Manticore

Growing Irritance

sheesh... so irritated...

I have so much stuff to do!!!!
It is DAMM UNFAIR THAT POLY STUDENTS HAVE TO HAVE SCHOOL DURING THE DECEMBER HOLIDAYS WHILE EVERYBODY ELSE IS HAVING THEIR OWN HAPPY HOLIDAYS....

Happy holidays happy holidays my foot...

Why are so much stuff being thrown to me and WHY THE HELL am I accepting them?

graah... I must be freaking MAD to be accepting all these "optional" commitments...


If my blog had any power to make known to the public the mental and physical suffering that polytechnic students are going through, watching their friends have fun and relax while they slog through their projects, then let it!!

Just because they FREAKING want to move the school term back to suit the university and army timing....

compromising the social, physical and mental well-being of the foundations of the country??

this is what I call KIASU...


I have NO MOOD for school (and nobody else has)
I have NO MOOD for study (and nobody else has)
I have NO MOOD for projects (and nobody else has)

how can ANYBODY do any of these stuff if everybody around you are not??


this is so pissifying...


Was supposed to meet up with david and jennifer to discuss about the accapella thingie, then go for band practice...
end up I realized that band practice is moved to tomorrow...

I heard that it was on FRIDAY EVENING...


And whats more, after arranging and discussing for a long time, I was suppose to end up in the Bass section with my brother.

wth.

As expected, Victor opened fired when he realized that he was asked to be a bass and started whining about he not being able to reach so low and he was more suited to be a Tenor and giving that "I don't want to be a bass, I'll do it ANYWAY" look.

Fine. so I called David and asked him to switch and be a bass since he's already a tenor..

This is so dumb. How can a tenor not be a bass? The Tenor voice is the most powerful section in the guys' portion! They can sing anything from Soprano to Bass easily!
And Victor claims he's a tenor and thus would be a lousy bass...

wth. what does he know about choir anywayz...

I would like to see how on earth he's going to handle his part.
David was posted with Dylan (a non-choir powerful singer) so that he can help him with choral skills, as he was in the choir for a long period of time last time.

I was posted with Victor (a TOTALLY non-choir self proclaimed powerful singer) so that I can help him with choral skills as I have choir experience as well.

Now that David and me are in the bass, we leave the two most "powerful" singers without any manuscript training or vocal techniques and to fend for themselves...

To make things worse, Dylan is the soloist...


This IS pissifying...


I hate hypocrites.



I have to go to church in the morning to train them for the accapella, rush down and meet the project group for major project discussion tomorrow, and rush back to church for band practice tomorrow...
It will be another day without a single meal.

I hate life.
I love life.
I hate life.
I love life.
I hate...

ok... who am I kidding..

for now, I HATE LIFE...

You Are 14 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

gosh.. i do have some maturing to work on...

ChangeLog*

Hey peepz, I've did some relatively major changes to my blog, primarily to increase the bandwidth so that you won't spend so much time loading my blog =)

I've also switch from Shout-Mix (btw, its still very very good) to MyShoutBox as it is less space-consuming and sleeker...

(note : MyShoutBox may need up to 5 times "loading... refreshing" to stop blinking, but at least it doesnt' cause your website to restart...

thus, here are the last entries that I didnt reply to...

sonia*
9:33 PM Nov 30, 2005
yay you did my quizzies WAHAH.

Andrew ~ Yup yup! lol.. I'm going to do more quizzes soon.. need ta destress... wahaha

RJ
9:35 AM Nov 30, 2005
hey thanks 4 making your way down to my hse..thanks for coming!

Andrew ~ No problem! Really had a fun time at your house too, though I think you spent a bomb on the food.... haha.. thanks so much =)

ms kwa
8:02 PM Nov 29, 2005
tell me it's a joke re the tape?!!!!

Andrew ~ lol... apparantly not.... I guess it's back to almost square one... sorry bout it, I'll take full responsibility...

xiaowei meimei
8:53 PM Nov 27, 2005
gj today... ^^ i listen attentively oh.. lol... u made it interesting

Andrew ~ Yaay... I got 1 attentive listener... =P Next time its Bear Bear's turn to do the sharing!

PeiTing
7:49 PM Nov 27, 2005
hi andrew.. i reckon you remember me la.. its but.. ive linked u in my blog.. please remember me.. hee hee

Andrew ~ YoZ! PeiTing!! haha... of coz I remember you... who can forget, along with Khng Yong and Carmen and the rest of the big gigantic group of you all... =P

xiaowei meimei
10:47 PM Nov 26, 2005
thank you kor.. *hugz*~ we'll work hard together... lol... we'll get over the assignments somehow
Andrew ~ haha.. sigh... Don't feel like working sometimes... today I didnt go to school for no reason also.. i think i'm going to die... I need some motivation to study...



(Editor's Note : All these replies are unique and written today only, except perhaps for Ms Kwa's reply as I've learnt the 2 lessons already =D )



Ballet Box :
Which electives do you think you'll like the most?
DMC guys! please select a choice ok? hahaha.... just for fun, I would like to see which elective would be grabbed up the fastest so that I won't have to nudge and elbow for space...

I changed the big bulky clock to a digital clock as its much more practical and takes up less bandwidth...

Finally, I copied Timothy and added an event planner to my webstite...

Do go take a look at it if you wish to know where I am at what time on what day.
You can also click on my name "Andrew" to go to my main calander and see what events I have for the next few weeks or so, AND book me earlier first...

hmm... in addition, I've completed my CRM assignment....

all these done in a day when I didnt go to school.... haha... i think i can make myself more useful if I stay at home....

*end of blog change-logger*


yesterday was Dominic's birthday... =)
Hope he liked the present I gave him.... It wasnt' really expensive and stuff, but I really hope it is the thought that counted, coz I really wanted to buy him something nice.....
just that my wallet had bats coming out...

He had to meet his parents in the evening, so I couldn't stay with him for very long... Was kinda dreary and stuff.. haha...
He kept saying sorry... lol....
so darn cute...

=P

Don't worry, just get me a sweet christmas present and all will be forgiven... wahaha...

jus kidding..

*hugglez*



I was reading Flora's blog jus now... wahaha.... its sooo different nowadays!
Her english is commendable, but i'm so used to her old style of writing I couldnt help but leak out a smile when I was reading her blog entries...
its so gramatically coherent...

This is the end of week 5, going on to an even more scary week 6...
so far, this week I have missed :
- Digital Photography Class
- 1 CRM Tutorial and Lecture
- 1 Law Lecture
- 1 MPP Lecture
- CLM
- DG
- Quiet Time with Zhen Yang

sigh... I'm so screwed...

hey, for those who are thinking wierd stuff, scrap it, coz it has nothing to do with my boyfriend or anything ok...
I skipped them to stay at home mostly...

As i said, the modules are so dry and boring... the lecturers are doing a commendable effort (perhaps with an exception of 1 or 2) to make the modules interesting, but really, I'm starting to feel that most of the stuff we are learning this semster are just

"An elaboration on the obvious things in life."

I'm not trying to be a smart aleck or anything... but it seems that way...



sigh..

okie, going for lunch.... at least my family is around for LUNCH for once....

I jus wan to fall asleep in your arms...

Its his birthday soon!
Its his birthday soon!!

AHHH... lol....

I had to message him first before 12....

Couldn't risk my message being held up by some dumb telecom company and reach him at 12:01...

wahaha...

happy birthday boo!

=p

I love you and I love you more then you love me!!

haha...

*hugglez*


I miss you sooo much...

Grow up k?

I'll say for you an ultra super duper long prayer tonight to ask God to bless ya.. =)

thats the least i can do.......



a year past, not a year gone.
time transcends moment but is limited by eternity
love transcends eternity but is limited by two
when two are in love, forever will seem like a day...

stay with me forever, loves...

Your Power Color Is Indigo

At Your Highest: You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you. At Your Lowest: You require a lot of attention and praise. In Love: You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are. How You're Attractive: You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic. Your Eternal Question: "Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

What's Your Power Color?

Haha.. quite like me... hmm.. one of my more accurate tests....

Dunno whether others feel the same or not...

?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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Yaay... finally some light

Yay. with a capital Y.
Finally the SB video project is getting a headstart.. lol... finally. after hours of fiddling with Adobe After Effects, we're ready to go!

or we were ready to go...

haha... i think we lost the tape.

Don't kill me ms kwa....

I didnt know that the video cam was in such high demand... I promise to go and reshoot all the footages... by myself, if need be...

buy still, I'm proud to say that Sze Bim and me have completed at least 14-20% of the video has been completed today. Though visually, it may not seem like alot, we've done something that might have been pushed till later =)


yaay.


Met Nicky didi in SP today. Lol.. he looks so different... I guess must be the stress that he's facing in NP...
Apparantly, the Mass Communication in NP ain't faring so well either... their egoistic culture is taking a toll on them..
(sorry to all NP mass comm friends... its jus the culture.. you all are still my good friends ok?)
From classed backstabbing other classes, to open insulting and bitching.... sigh.. i'm glad that I didnt choose NP Mass Comm....

But either way, the modules this term are getting very VERY dry.....
I'm getting very bored of them....
Maybe with Rajan's class and Ms Peter's class as an exception, coz one tends to be very nice to us, while the other is a avid dry-joker...

Contrary to popular belief, Mass Comm isn't exectly very slack or entertaining people all the time. In fact, management and business is very much something that has been integrated into the system....
it irks me so much to learn essentials of finance or economics, but like it or not, i'm sure it'll benefit me...

right.. i should continue to have this kind of mentality the rest of this semester.


Its been a long time since I have seen him.... I miss him alot....
sigh...
His birthday is coming up, and I havn't got the time to buy his present yet.... Anybody got any ideas what to get?


*loneliness has its way of getting to your head.... i miss you so much"

Drop a pebble in the water: just a splash, and it is gone;
But there's half-a-hundred ripples circling on and on and on,
Spreading, spreading from the center, flowing on out to the sea.
And there is no way of telling where the end is going to be.

Drop a pebble in the water: in a minute you forget,
But there's little waves a-flowing, and there's ripples circling yet,
And those little waves a-flowing to a great big wave have grown;
You've disturbed a mighty river just by dropping in a stone.

Drop an unkind word, or careless: in a minute it is gone;
But there's half-a-hundred ripples circling on and on and on.
They keep spreading, spreading, spreading from the center as they go,
And there is no way to stop them, once you've started them to flow.

Drop an unkind word, or careless: in a minute you forget;
But there's little waves a-flowing, and there's ripples circling yet,
And perhaps in some sad heart a mighty wave of tears you've stirred,
And disturbed a life was happy ere you dropped that unkind word.

Drop a word of cheer and kindness: just a flash and it is gone;
But there's half-a-hundred ripples circling on and on and on,
Bearing hope and joy and comfort on each splashing, dashing wave
Till you wouldn't believe the volume of the one kind word you gave.

Drop a word of cheer and kindness: in a minute you forget;
But there's gladness still a-swelling, and there's joy acircling yet,
And you've rolled a wave of comfort whose sweet music can be heard
Over miles and miles of water just by dropping one kind word.

James W. Foley